Tuesday, February 24, 2009

you can try and hide

its funny that we think as we get older we are not privy to the chronic condition of human nature. we build up these walls and go on from there pretending to be this hard creature, unaffected. ardent emotion seems so childish. "i know better than that, i know how to react appropriately to this situation as a product of my experience, age & intelligence" but it doesnt matter where you are-when those unavoidable situations of the universe rip your heart and soul apart, the same emotions will be evoked as if you were 5 years old. now sometimes this vulnerability only occurs with your head in the pillow, or in the arms of a loved one. but sometimes it occurs with acquaintances or strangers. however one may seem, they are not above this raw emotive state. and some may look at it as a regression, and say this response is yielded from youth or inexperience but i think its only a reflection of either not yet becoming dismal of the human race or a reflection of being able to rip down the walls that are built as you age. the pure emotion of a child is so sincere and selfless. they dont know whats 'supposed' to be inside those walls yet.